(Singing) “How did you get here”. Like, seriously where in the hell did you come from. Have you ever met a person that just popped up in your life by chance and contributed absolutely nothing. I know every thing and person comes into your life for a season and reason…… but there is always that one thing or person that you try to find the purpose of and you just draw a blank.
I was in a relationship with this dude for 2 YEARS, yes 2 YEARS and I draw a blank on that relationship every time. And the conclusion that I came up with was I must have been really bored. What was the point? It pisses me off because I can’t get that time back. There was no motivation, no building, no nothing, and no good sex….. I should have never responded to his messages on social media and I probably should have done a background check because, I would look at him and think, “how did you get here”, and “what is the point”. Unfortunately, we can’t go back and change the past, but if I would have know when that message popped up in my inbox that 2 years of my life were about to be wasted…….. I just would have left the message unread, because what was the point. Also. every thing happens for a reason, and there is always a lesson that needs to be learned, but stop assuming the lesson is always for you to learn.